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An Eternal message for a New Era and for a New Dream

Your quest to find your True Love
a  short story

A New Gentleman in our Midst
by the Dream Maker

Ladies - what if a man walked into your life that had and offered you everything you
ever Dreamed of. A wonderful Life, Handsome, Single and not married, Tall, Articulate.
He came out of no where and found you when you were at your lowest point. He
saw the hurting in your eyes and felt the burdens you were carrying in your soul....
what if you were in the middle of the hardest challenge of your life, and nothing
seemed to be going right. He came while you were sad, lonely, depressed and
sitting by yourself forcing down - one bite at a time - a boring and tasteless - yet
over salted  lunch from the Chinese place at the food court.

What if you had always waited for this man - he would come accepting you and your
worst and best qualities....he was sensitive, understanding, strong yet soft spoken
and willing to listen to your every issue and problem. Seeing you there alone and
afraid, he caught a quick glimpse of you and approached handing you a card that said
- "Just a note to say someone cares for you - more than mortal ones can ever say - if
there comes a day when you're feeling blue - speak my name and troubles will take
wings and fly away".





You also noticed he left his phone number and his name......Gabriel - but when you were done reading
the card you looked up and saw that he was not there. You scanned the food court and the escalators
leading down into the parking structure but he was no where to be seen. Sighing you went back to
your lunch - now really cold - but you finished it nevertheless. Maybe it aint that bad - considering you
just were handed a card by someone you thought was extremely good looking and who had an aire
about him that seemed to comfort your soul.

A few days past and you finally heard from him. You met him very briefly at the food court the f
ololwing week - even once having a quick lunch with him. He was always on the run on account
of the fact he was considering some major acquisitions and was even thinking of buying into a
chain of  Mexican Restaurants "Don Diego's Francisco's - The Worlds Greatest Comida
Restaurante Mexicano". Then one day having received your mail you saw a letter from him
and you slowly unsealed the envelope. Pulling out the letter - written on aged and classically
appointed letterhead with a Spanish Coat of Arms Embossed across the top - you read the
following:



Hi My Angel,

I hope you had a good weekend - I know I did - well sort of anyway... It was good in that I knew I had you to look forward to
seeing, but sad, I suppose, in that I spend the entire time wondering what you were doing, where you might be and if you
were smiling or feeling as good as I do having you as a special friend. I hope your issues with the x (or I should say - with the
 MIA  boyfriend) did not get you too down.


There is one thing I hate doing and that is ragging on Ex's or old flames, but I can't help but consider how wrong that man
is for putting you through this in times like these. I want you to know that I will be here for you should you ever need a
shoulder to cry on or someone to listen to you.....I know from my own past expereinces that the one's we love are not
always the ones that love us back


Why is it that the people who deserve the least always have the most or at least they
are able to get what ever they want? I know that with the expereinces I had
(with my Corina) instilled in me how precious life is and how fortunate we all are for
living in this world during these times... I don't want you to think I am always dwelling
in my past, but there are some aspects of it that are postive and offer some awesome lessons.

My times playing professional sports, and now working in the industry as a public relations director, while
"cool" by many peoples standards - do nothing or did nothing to fill the void that only love and
family and stabablity now do. Your man does not have any idea how fortunate he is for having
you and your attitude towards family, children and love.


Hey, I wanted to say a few things "for the record"....I think your funny how you got so mad the
other day when I pretended to be the "Orkin" man and offered you the free bug consultation...
Can you imagine if I actually showed up at your apartment in a uniform when you Ex was there
and proceeded to spray your house?.... I think I might just have to consider doing that..... One
of these days you will recognize my voices and I wont be able to pull those pranks on you. I am
surprised you can not already considering howmany times we have talked on the phone....LOL

I promise not to do that to you again.....I don't want you hanging up on me like you did last time....at least you called me back - or called me to ask if it was me or not... Made you smile that night did n't I ? That was my purpose you know....You have the most precious and joy deserving smile. Like the angel in my trophy room! Perfect - Loving - Caring - Honest. I got that painting from an artist while living in Phoenix a few summers ago.....a little indian guy who told me I would someday meet a woman who loved me more than any soul in the world and who would be from the City of Angels - He called her the Angel of tears from the City of the Angels.....He said that in his language - so he to translate for me.... But I never forgot that and I am reminded of his prediction every time I see the painting hanging in my room.


Are you my Angel of tears? After all we did meet in the City of Angels.....I suppose he was just talking out of his ass...you know how old people can get.... I will never forget seeing you there eating your lunch by your self as I stood in the book store looking at cards. I swear I saw a light around you - thats why I looked up.... I guess it was the reflecton of the sun cast by the elevator glazing. I dunno - awfully suspect to me... Just do me a favor - if you are an Angel don't leave without saying goodbye and letting me take you to dinner at that place I told you about - Demasus or de something .......I am terrible with names sometimes.

I never thought I would ever be able to care for someone again and Corina left.... She was so special to me.... spending 4 years with her and watching her quietly "fall asleep" that night in her bedroom - I have thought of nothing else....until I saw you that first time that is.....Am I being too forward? I apologize if I am ... I don't mean to sound pushy or even desperate - because I am not - but I learned through that whole experience that

if you love or like or enjoy or whatever something - don't take it for granted.... Never assume something is your forever - because when you do you will wake up some morning and find them gone - and then you will sit there - waiting for them to return ......But they never do... Never.... Thats when you realize how much they meant to you and thats when you will realize you will never ever be able to touch them again - or kiss them - or smell their perfume - or feel their touch or feel their naked body against yours. But they never return and you will never be able to hear their sweet voice....


So anywho - I speak my mind and "callz it likes I seez zit"....lol....and baby You be sumpin I like to Seazzzz...... Hey - Next weekend I need to go back east to meet with a man I met a few days ago in Arizona... He has several businesses he wants to get rid of - one of being a tex-mex restaurant - I like that idea... Always wanted to own a Mex restaurant - I can eat all the Menudo I wanted and live off chips and salsa!!! Anyway he wants me to focus on that primarily - the restaurant - even though I have no expereince in that industry ....hell I don't even know how to heat tortillas let alone run one that makes their own....Do you know how to make em? You can be my partner and run them! What a concept...Boy meets girl - girl meet boy - fall in love - open chain of mex restaurants - get rich - move to mexico or thebeach or who knows....I know how about to a beach town in mexico? Am I jumping the gun or what?

Hey I am sorry for going on like that... I should get to the office... I just wanted to say "Hi" anyway before I left for Houston. Let me know when you can get sometime off. I would like to take you and your little guy on a trip somewhere special... I know you may not be able to travel because of the pregnency - but we can always just drive or take a train... Maybe we can go to Santa Barbara for a few days...and maybe drive up to Point Conception. Thats my favorite place in the world.... The furthermost point on the North American Continent - and where the waves get the biggest!!!


My dad has a house there he never uses - he bought it when he collected on his disability suit. No he's not rich or anything ...in fact the opposite - very humble and poor background.... I remember growing up in Monterey Park living off food stamps and eating dry cereal and oatmeal without milk for weeks we were so poor.....anyway I digress..

But let's plan a trip - and spend sometime together.. That is if you become single in the near future. (Not that I would want that to happen)... I better go - I will try to call or write you an email later - letting you know my plans for the week. If you are not doing anything - perhaps we can go have some dinner or something... I would also like to get over there to hook up that stereo I have .....the one from Sharper Image I have no use for.... It plays some awesome Jazz.......Blues is awesome too when you crank up the bass. I will let you "hold on to it" for your "listening Pleasure" until you get one for yourself... Meybe I can bring it over Wed and then we can go to Las Brisas down in Laguna Beach.....
I love the beach .......


I will close this note with something I wrote last night for you while working on my manuscripts......It must have been for you because I was looking at the angel picture when it came to mind....




I wish I were the wind, and you,
walking along the seashore,
would uncover your breasts and let me
touch them as I blow.(saw this somewhere)
________________________________________

A Letter to an Angel

When I become as one with your nakedness and fullfill every Dream you can Imagine - and complete every thought and song or minute in yourlife - I will be here resting silently against your skin - pressing against your angelic skin. Smiling as you make your way homeward back into my arms.
I will wait and hold you when your tired and restless, I will
lift you when you have fallen and Push you forward
when you have no more strength to go on alone.


I will allow you to use my heals when your tired and sore from your
journey and have no more skin on your fragile soles. I will
feed you - give you water for your parched lips
offer you a place to rest your tired head when you can no longer find a place to call home.
My Angel of tears - cry no more for I am near - nearer to you than
you know. Closer than the tightest garment.
I am a part of your very essence like a sun ray eminating from
brilliance of the Summer Sun.
I am your friend and your lover and never will
I allow you go to bed without comforting your tired
shoulders and weary mind. I will be that bridge
over troubled waters and span the distance between heaven
and hell were you to need a place to put your next step
on your journey homeward.



There is hope my angel of tears and I will
make them change your name to Angel of Joy
You will be known in the City of Angeles as the Sister and Angel
of Love for no one possesses the love you possess.
Remain Steadfast in your Journey for I am beside you.
I am near
and against your breast I lay my head
and place my lips.

_______________________________________________________________________



Hey there stranger....Just got back from my east coast trip..... I saw this on my monitor - I must have forgotten to save and email it to you....oooops..... Well - the good news is I secured financing on the restaurants I spoke of on the phone (and duh - alude to in this letter I should have sent a few weeks ago ) - the bad news is I will be leaving for San Francisco tonight for a week.) I am glad to hear you have started talking to your ex/man again. Love is a priceless thing. Love is never greener on the other side of the fence and we should always strive to maintain and build upon our existing realationships when we can. To pursue false hopes or false dreams is endless, and very often time the person in our lives we currently call our "old man" or "old lady" , or guy, or what ever is actually the Dream Lover we have always hoped to find. If you do end up rekindling old flames and getting back with him, I would very much like to meet him. I understand he was quite a ball player......or was that player.....just kidding..... I will call you when I get back...
Lots of love and Hope

Gabriel



Editors Note:
5 Days after receiving this letter from Gabriel, Angela,
the individual receiving this letter, learned that a plane - a
Chartered Airplane Flight 363 flying from Oakland to
Los Angeles - dissappeared without a trace somewhere
outside Point Conception - just north of Santa Barbara.
On that plane was Garbrial Hernandez and 75 other
passengers plus crew. Nothing was found of the plane
nor was there any wreckedge - or any traces whatsoever
of an air disaster nor was there any reports of the
wearabouts of the plane, the passengers or Gabrial.
There was however, a small note on a piece of paper found
by a young man while fishing a few weeks later. The note reads
as follows:


__________________________________________________________


Angela - Just a note to say someone cares for you - More than mortal ones can ever say - if there comes a day when you're feeling blue - speak my name and troubles will fly away. Remain steadfast and be Content, knowing that if a sparrow can not fall. Upon the ground without Him knowing, is it likely that you will have hardship or struggles with out Him knowing of it?

I recall Him once telling me "Use my wings when you become tired and my feet when yours become sore from your long and ardous journey, and when the calloused sheath on your fragile feet are stripped away exposing the wind swept bones which lay naked and blood stained.




                I am both your friend and your
lover and I will never allow you go to bed
            without comforting your tired shoulders and weary
mind and satisfying your needs and deepest desires.


Sing, Laugh, Soothe - my Song is Good and you will know that I am here -forever...giving you life......drying your tears - warming your cooling spirit and keeping you from Bitternes's soil.

There is hope my young friend and angel. For our Army is Many and our strength is mighty. Do not cry and feel abandoned though you currently feel dis-connected from the spirit. Your brothers and sisters walked this journey before you and learned of their mission.


They fought the good fight and learned those lessons
which will enable them to Become. Become a soldier
and fellow partaker of the blessings of Light and never
forget that I am with you. I am sorry I left without saying
goodbye but we never know when our time on earth and the
mission given to us by our Father is complete. I hope you
will  find the one man you have longed for and will tell your
boyfriend that he is a very very fortunate man.

All My love - G.H. a Servant of the Father of all Dreams.



Dreamers:

This story is fictional...a dream created in my mind one afternoon while considering the plight of a friend - a young women who was facing a very very challenging issue. She was faced with the fact that the man she loved - loves - had reacted to news of her pregnancy very mean spiritedly and was not interested in her as he had been prior to discoverying the latest news.

His behavior had grown worse and worse towards her and his arrogance needed some adjustment. I felt compelled to compose this letter - the one above we read coming from Mr. Right in attempt to show him that there were truly "more fish in the sea" from which this young woman could chose from were he to continue being a "butt" and that if he was not careful he might get his "ass biten" and lose his girl.


We will not tell you just yet what the final outcome was - but we will by the conclussion of the  Dream Maker book - so keep an eye open for it!

However, let us in the meantime consider those already in our lives who we love - and who claim to love us.  What would cause them to go from Mr. or Mrs. Right.....to Mr. or Mrs. Wrong?

As for you.....don't take those i n you lives for granted either...

 
Nothing is so powerful   As an idea whose time has come.
This is the reason you joined the 21st Century
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Our Lovers Need us when they are sad
hats where that earlier one came from Nice huh? the Dream Maker